321

I test I feel a prick

I stick and make a wish

That today might be enough

to see how much

 I'm

running at

It's a tip of the hat

Keep runnin games with this cat

Wishing that

Somewhere, someone was at

To show me how this is done

And how to make it this fun

And those who

think these feelings aren't real and say

positive is what they only feel:

Man up and grow a pair

and confront your despair

Because if you don't

down the road, you'll be pullin' out hair

Wishing you were level with yourself

and your care

321

Throw my hands up I'm done

So sick and tired of this

Docs tell me that I've

Fucked up, go ahead and throw back the fish

T1 has done it again

Don't tell me we can be friends

Cause friends don't mess with your head

Feel like going back to bed

and starting all over again

Like a music box stuck in reverse

It's no love, it's a curse

Shooting high

Shooting low

It's insidious and slow

And those who

think these feelings aren't real and say

positive is what they only feel:

Man up and grow a pair

and confront your despair

Because if you don't

down the road, you'll be pullin' out hair

Wishing you were level with yourself

and your care

Wednesday is high

so what, tomorrow it's low

And just go with the flow.

however you ride

that never ending tide

of feeling, impossibly out of control 

But a number is just a number 

or is it?

Throwing you off your game

feeling tired with thirst

Feeling at your worst 

Or raiding food 

like it's the last thing on Earth

It's just a numbers game

Never knowing when you'll throw

a snake eyes

But we just cover it up with 

lies

And those who

think these feelings aren't real and say

positive is what they only feel:

Man up and grow a pair

and confront your despair

Because if you don't

down the road, you'll be pullin' out hair

Wishing you were level with yourself

and your care